19 Weeks!

Today I am 19 weeks, and feel like I have finally hit that second trimester bliss! When I was pregnant with Lillian I was exhausted for those first eleven weeks, but at 12 weeks 1 day I automatically felt great! Baby Hays has made things a little bit more difficult this time around. It wasn't until 15 or 16 weeks when I actually felt like a normal person again. Next Wednesday we have our 20 week ultrasound and I have to admit that it is taking all I have right now not to just go ahead and find out if this little baby is a he or a she. There are moments when not knowing is simply frustrating. Not knowing if I need to be buying blue or if Lillian's pink onesies will work. But ask me tomorrow and I will have no desire to know what this little one is. I guess that is just how it is, one day I am dying to know and the next I could care less. Luckily I will have Shaun with me next week during the ultrasound, so if I am having one of those I HAVE TO KNOW days he will make sure we stick to our guns of not finding out.

Our sweet, growing Baby Hays!


Shaun snapped this pic while I was checking my baby belly out in the mirror. It is not a flattering picture of me, but really shows how big our baby is getting! He thought it was cute that Lillian was trying to touch the baby.


Lillian wanted me to give her baby a kiss!